I just... feel like I betrayed God by becoming interested in Tony. And like I was unfair to Tony, like I am unfair to Tony, by letting him know of my interest before I've decided what to do about it. Although I guess it's obviously not completely my decision where we go from here.
Because I'm weak. And because I broke my promise. I was vain and set myself up as holier than I really am and at the first sign of temptation, I came crashing down.
...Yeah, I think that's pretty heretical. Especially since dreams are just our unconscious minds trying to make sense of the random neuron firing going on. My dreams are usually retellings of Disney movies.
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Date: 2010-05-29 07:47 am (UTC)Maybe I will just sleep on it and... well, it won't be fixed, but I can at least be a little more rational.
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Date: 2010-05-29 07:48 am (UTC)Rational can help.
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Date: 2010-05-29 07:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-29 07:55 am (UTC)Tony's not dumb. He knows nothing is easy, and feelings are frankly new to him too.
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Date: 2010-05-29 07:57 am (UTC)That's true. You're right.
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Date: 2010-05-29 07:58 am (UTC)I frequently am!
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Date: 2010-05-29 08:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-29 08:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-29 08:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-29 08:09 am (UTC)Sleep on it. Listen to dreams. Like... okay, this is pure blasphemy probably, but I know a woman who swears you get messages that way.
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Date: 2010-05-29 08:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-29 08:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-29 08:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-05-29 08:17 am (UTC)She's spooky, this woman.