nohabitshere: ([down] oh dear jesus)
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Oh my God.

I'm in Star.



I found out when Sister Rose pulled me aside, opened the magazine and pushed it toward me. I guess one of the parishioners saw it and came right over and oh my God. It's a picture of Tony and me eating frozen yogurt. And, of course, there's a caption about Mr. Stark's new mystery flame and -- what if they find things out about me and start hounding my church and friends and family? Looking for information/dirt that really just isn't there?

This is so embarrassing. I'm gonna go hide in my room and hope none of my roommates find out.

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Date: 2010-05-27 04:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
I... I'll pray about it.

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Date: 2010-05-27 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Please tell me that involves thinking too?

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Date: 2010-05-27 04:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
Of course! It's just like talking to someone, talking to a really close friend.

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Date: 2010-05-27 04:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
It's been quite some time since I prayed, cherie.

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Date: 2010-05-27 04:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
It's one of the best ways for me to think. Praying or journaling. Or, of course, praying through writing.

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Date: 2010-05-27 05:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
I think the last time I talked to God was... hn. After John got sick. I thought maybe He was listening too, but... I dunno.

I envy your faith.

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Date: 2010-05-27 05:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
He's always listening. Sometimes it's just hard for us to really listen to/for him.

It's ...kinda one of the best things about my life.

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Date: 2010-05-27 05:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
I was in a bathroom at the time.

I don't know how you do it. Part of me hates you for it, and another part is in awe.

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Date: 2010-05-27 05:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
God can see in bathrooms.

I hope there isn't too much hate. I... I don't know. I don't feel like it's all just "faith." Like, my belief in God isn't based off of absolutely nothing: I've had some miraculous things happen to me that prove, at least to me, that God exists and that he really cares about me. And I also think that everyone probably has had those sorts of experiences, but they might not recognize them as such.

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Date: 2010-05-27 05:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Perv.

What sort of experiences? I don't think I've ever really seen any miracles, although my sister has, as we've discussed I believe.

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Date: 2010-05-27 06:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
Huge perv.

Yeah, we talked about that. Once I heard his voice. And I had a friend back home who spoke in tongues sometimes during Adoration.

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Date: 2010-05-27 06:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Into scat.

That shit kinda freaks me out, the tongues thing.
You think you have to believe for that stuff to happen?

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Date: 2010-05-27 06:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
Except I don't think God gets off on anything, let alone gross stuff like that.

The idea of it freaked me out until I heard it, if that helps.
I don't know... I mean, I already believed? So.

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Date: 2010-05-27 06:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
I bet He does on EVERYTHING.

...not really!
Hn. Kay.

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Date: 2010-05-27 06:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
He's totally sexless.

Well, it's the most beautiful thing I had ever heard.

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
That's no fun.

Wow.
I just do not know what to make of you.

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
Sorry~

Um... Is that a good or bad thing?

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
No biggie.

I... don't know.
I like you, though.

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
I'm glad. I like you, too.

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Even if I'm going to hell?

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
How would I know if you're going to hell nor not?

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
It's not my place to judge, though. I don't know who God's going to let into heaven or not.

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
My sister says she'll MAKE Him let me in.


I wish you weren't a nun!

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Date: 2010-05-27 07:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
That could very well work! One of my theories is, like... well, heaven's supposed to be this amazing, perfect place, right? But it wouldn't be perfect for me if I knew that good people like you weren't allowed in. So therefore, in order to be perfect, you have to be allowed! (Although I also have to believe that only those who believe in Christ are there, since otherwise what was the point of his sacrifice? But... I don't know. It's hard. Which is why I just think it's not my place to decide.)

Why?

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