brb, hiding.
May. 25th, 2010 02:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nohabitshereOh my God.
I'm in Star.
I found out when Sister Rose pulled me aside, opened the magazine and pushed it toward me. I guess one of the parishioners saw it and came right over and oh my God. It's a picture of Tony and me eating frozen yogurt. And, of course, there's a caption about Mr. Stark's new mystery flame and -- what if they find things out about me and start hounding my church and friends and family? Looking for information/dirt that really just isn't there?
This is so embarrassing. I'm gonna go hide in my room and hope none of my roommates find out.
I'm in Star.
I found out when Sister Rose pulled me aside, opened the magazine and pushed it toward me. I guess one of the parishioners saw it and came right over and oh my God. It's a picture of Tony and me eating frozen yogurt. And, of course, there's a caption about Mr. Stark's new mystery flame and -- what if they find things out about me and start hounding my church and friends and family? Looking for information/dirt that really just isn't there?
This is so embarrassing. I'm gonna go hide in my room and hope none of my roommates find out.
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Date: 2010-05-27 03:32 am (UTC)[locked]
Date: 2010-05-27 03:37 am (UTC)I thought you were reconsidering being a nun anyway?
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Date: 2010-05-27 03:41 am (UTC)Do you think I'm godless?
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Date: 2010-05-27 03:48 am (UTC)I think God made us so we could experience all of life. I think if sin exists, it's there for a reason besides damning us. I think while we live on this earth, love IS the key to experiencing the Divine.
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Date: 2010-05-27 03:49 am (UTC)Right? Right.[locked]
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Date: 2010-05-27 03:57 am (UTC)Tony doesn't believe in love anyway.
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Date: 2010-05-27 04:09 am (UTC)He doesn't? Well, I shouldn't be surprised. But, see, that's just another reason why it wouldn't work and why I should stop seeing him so much and instead focus on other things.
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Date: 2010-05-27 04:16 am (UTC)Well. he claims he doesn't because he's a chickenshit bastard. You should still see him. The man needs people he actually gives a shit about.
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Date: 2010-05-27 05:00 am (UTC)I envy your faith.
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Date: 2010-05-27 05:03 am (UTC)It's ...kinda one of the best things about my life.
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Date: 2010-05-27 05:07 am (UTC)I don't know how you do it. Part of me hates you for it, and another part is in awe.
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Date: 2010-05-27 05:35 am (UTC)I hope there isn't too much hate. I... I don't know. I don't feel like it's all just "faith." Like, my belief in God isn't based off of absolutely nothing: I've had some miraculous things happen to me that prove, at least to me, that God exists and that he really cares about me. And I also think that everyone probably has had those sorts of experiences, but they might not recognize them as such.
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Date: 2010-05-27 05:58 am (UTC)What sort of experiences? I don't think I've ever really seen any miracles, although my sister has, as we've discussed I believe.
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Date: 2010-05-27 06:03 am (UTC)Yeah, we talked about that. Once I heard his voice. And I had a friend back home who spoke in tongues sometimes during Adoration.
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