nohabitshere: ([down] oh dear jesus)
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Oh my God.

I'm in Star.



I found out when Sister Rose pulled me aside, opened the magazine and pushed it toward me. I guess one of the parishioners saw it and came right over and oh my God. It's a picture of Tony and me eating frozen yogurt. And, of course, there's a caption about Mr. Stark's new mystery flame and -- what if they find things out about me and start hounding my church and friends and family? Looking for information/dirt that really just isn't there?

This is so embarrassing. I'm gonna go hide in my room and hope none of my roommates find out.

Date: 2010-05-27 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
What? Why? That's so not why I told you, woman!

Date: 2010-05-27 03:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
I dunno, in case you liked him too I guess, and so it wouldn't be all weird with you two.

Date: 2010-05-27 03:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
Novitiates aren't allowed to date. And this kinda makes it way weirder.

Date: 2010-05-27 03:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
I know.
I was hoping it would make it more normal. Oops.
Well, whatever. So what? I like him too, so... there you go! Doesn't have to be weird.

Date: 2010-05-27 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
It's really weird. No offense.

I should probably stop hanging out with him so much.

Date: 2010-05-27 03:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
How is it weird? He's not gonna like, put the moves on you.

No! Nononono! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

Date: 2010-05-27 03:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
Because it... it just is.

It'd make it easier for both of us. I don't want to accidentally lead him on or anything.

Date: 2010-05-27 03:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
I don't understand. I'm friends with all my crushes, pretty much.

You won't. He's a genius, remember?

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
I mean. Well. Obviously I like him too but I'm not supposed to and it's just way worse now that I know he actually likes me back.

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
God, I AM good! I knew it!

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Okay, gloating done.

I thought you were reconsidering being a nun anyway?

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
No, not really! I mean... as hard as the Church is to deal with at times, I still have a very strong faith of course and I still think God wants me to do something in the way of a religious life. And I don't think it's responsible of me to put a boy I've known for two weeks or so above all that.

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Well, no. But like...

Do you think I'm godless?

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
No. You've talked about the fact that you have faith.

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Merci. Okay, so what I'm getting at is like... if God is love, why would He want us NOT to experience that?

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
Nuns and priests experience love in other forms than the romantic.. And in keeping chaste, they make a sacrifice for God. It also allows them to focus on their parish and on God's children more securely, I think.

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Or it makes them all weird and creepy...

I think God made us so we could experience all of life. I think if sin exists, it's there for a reason besides damning us. I think while we live on this earth, love IS the key to experiencing the Divine.

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
I can't take vows and get married. And I really want to take my vows. Right? Right.

[locked]

Date: 2010-05-27 03:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
Look, I'm not gonna try to talk you out of a religious life if that's what you're drawn to. I'm just saying like... liking a guy doesn't have to be weird. It doesn't mean you should isolate yourself even more.

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
I know it's not weird. I just... I didn't think this was what God wanted for me. I mean, maybe he wants me to like a guy once in a while, to struggle and have to decide what's right for me. But I don't think he wants anything further along those lines for me, so I guess I feel bad for Tony. Although I probably shouldn't. I mean.. it's Tony Stark.

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Date: 2010-05-27 03:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
How DO you know what God wants?
Tony doesn't believe in love anyway.

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Date: 2010-05-27 04:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nohabitshere.livejournal.com
I don't, of course, but I have prayed about it a lot.

He doesn't? Well, I shouldn't be surprised. But, see, that's just another reason why it wouldn't work and why I should stop seeing him so much and instead focus on other things.

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Date: 2010-05-27 04:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] speed-of-snark.livejournal.com
I see.

Well. he claims he doesn't because he's a chickenshit bastard. You should still see him. The man needs people he actually gives a shit about.

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